It is a wee
morning hours here. Our house is fill to the brim with friends and family that
have come for a day of celebration. Poor Michael is outnumbered drastically
with all the women staying in the house.
A celebration to
get ready for our girl. A celebration that has been culminating that the past
two and half years. A celebration to make sure she has what she needs, but most
importantly a celebration of what God is doing and continues to do in this
adoption.
It is incredible
to think that we are in the tail end of this journey. The adoption agency is
telling us that we should have travel dates before February is over. Which
means in the next 6-8 weeks we will be heading to get our girl. So many firsts
will take place for our family. And as I think about the firsts with excitement,
the reality is hitting of not only the impact of the firsts for our family but
the lasts for our girl.
In 6 weeks our
girl will leave the only country that she ever knew, and her citizenship will
change forever. She will leave the only nannies she has known, her buddies that
have slept beside her at night, the only place she knew to lay her head. Her
diet is going to completely change. She will get a new name, have a new house,
a cat, cousins, grandparents, great grandparents, aunts, uncles, great aunts,
great uncles, friends will all be added to her. She will learn what a car seat
is for the first time, take her first airplane ride, experience her first time
change. She will walk into a room that is hers filled with love from people all
over the world. She will need to learn how to trust, love, grieve, all the
things that she has lost and embrace the new. All at the age of two. So, while
we are very excited to bring her home, I also recognize that there is much her
tender little heart will experience far beyond anything I could ever imagine.
I pray for my girl
and all that I have named along with all the things that I am missing at this
hour. Full well knowing our lives will be forever written in a way that will
change history for our family.
For now, I
celebrate with friends and family that have come near and far. Sacrificed to
make this journey possibly, want to love us and in turn love her.
Lots more to come
as we are counting down the days………….
Jennifer
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